It was an amicable end. I am quite proud of the way i handle it. I could have been bitter or difficult but i thought that the whole thing has run its course and if she say that she just looking for a friend then i should respect that.
Well, it was all not that bad... really i had fun
Our first outing was about 5 mths ago (actually it would be 5 mths tomorrow). The trepidation that i felt that day i could still feel today. Could still remember what she wore (red top with white inner shirt and jeans). She was absolutely gorgeous and glowing and for instance i was thinking why a girl like that is going out with an ogre like myself. Dinner was at pizza hut. Things started slow. After dinner, when to buy tixs for the movie "The Happening" at AMK Jubilee. Kinda crappy movie but i was not there for the movie. Took a few peeks at her during the movie (dont think she notice), There is like a child-like innocence to her features when she was totally focused on the movie which i find endearing. There were moments in the movie when she lean towards me ever so closely to ask some question. I could literally feel her breathe and it was always sweet. She was so close to me that if i had moved an inch closer our face would touch *blush* but of course i did not do that! I am a gentleman.
After the movie, she introduced me to bubble tea. First time i drink it and i actually quite like it. She bought Strawberry Milk tea while i bought Grape Ice Blend. She look really cute contemplating on which straw to take for the bubble tea! Drank the tea and then i offered to take her home. She wanted to take the bus but i reasoned that she will be doing morning tomorrow so it would be better if we took a cab. So we took a cab.
At her place, we sat at this ledge (thats the only time we sat there), and i began to warm up. Told a few stories and she laugh quite abit. Then it was time to go. Walk her to the lift (subsequently, i would actually take the lift to her floor. The reason i give is so that it would be safer for her but in actual fact i just want to be with her for as long as i can even if the lift ride lasts for less than a minute) and thats it. Yea and i gave her a winnie the pooh (the first of many).
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For what its worth i really like her... but time to move on
A chapter ends
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