Things are generally going well.
But relationship-wise... well not much of a headway to anything...
Well there is this cute chick... Ha ha, why do i even bother when i wouldn't even dare to do anything more than think "that's a cute chick"...
Sigh...
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
closure
Finally closure! She told me she not looking for anything more than a friend.
It was an amicable end. I am quite proud of the way i handle it. I could have been bitter or difficult but i thought that the whole thing has run its course and if she say that she just looking for a friend then i should respect that.
Well, it was all not that bad... really i had fun
Our first outing was about 5 mths ago (actually it would be 5 mths tomorrow). The trepidation that i felt that day i could still feel today. Could still remember what she wore (red top with white inner shirt and jeans). She was absolutely gorgeous and glowing and for instance i was thinking why a girl like that is going out with an ogre like myself. Dinner was at pizza hut. Things started slow. After dinner, when to buy tixs for the movie "The Happening" at AMK Jubilee. Kinda crappy movie but i was not there for the movie. Took a few peeks at her during the movie (dont think she notice), There is like a child-like innocence to her features when she was totally focused on the movie which i find endearing. There were moments in the movie when she lean towards me ever so closely to ask some question. I could literally feel her breathe and it was always sweet. She was so close to me that if i had moved an inch closer our face would touch *blush* but of course i did not do that! I am a gentleman.
After the movie, she introduced me to bubble tea. First time i drink it and i actually quite like it. She bought Strawberry Milk tea while i bought Grape Ice Blend. She look really cute contemplating on which straw to take for the bubble tea! Drank the tea and then i offered to take her home. She wanted to take the bus but i reasoned that she will be doing morning tomorrow so it would be better if we took a cab. So we took a cab.
At her place, we sat at this ledge (thats the only time we sat there), and i began to warm up. Told a few stories and she laugh quite abit. Then it was time to go. Walk her to the lift (subsequently, i would actually take the lift to her floor. The reason i give is so that it would be safer for her but in actual fact i just want to be with her for as long as i can even if the lift ride lasts for less than a minute) and thats it. Yea and i gave her a winnie the pooh (the first of many).
For what its worth i really like her... but time to move on
A chapter ends
It was an amicable end. I am quite proud of the way i handle it. I could have been bitter or difficult but i thought that the whole thing has run its course and if she say that she just looking for a friend then i should respect that.
Well, it was all not that bad... really i had fun
Our first outing was about 5 mths ago (actually it would be 5 mths tomorrow). The trepidation that i felt that day i could still feel today. Could still remember what she wore (red top with white inner shirt and jeans). She was absolutely gorgeous and glowing and for instance i was thinking why a girl like that is going out with an ogre like myself. Dinner was at pizza hut. Things started slow. After dinner, when to buy tixs for the movie "The Happening" at AMK Jubilee. Kinda crappy movie but i was not there for the movie. Took a few peeks at her during the movie (dont think she notice), There is like a child-like innocence to her features when she was totally focused on the movie which i find endearing. There were moments in the movie when she lean towards me ever so closely to ask some question. I could literally feel her breathe and it was always sweet. She was so close to me that if i had moved an inch closer our face would touch *blush* but of course i did not do that! I am a gentleman.
After the movie, she introduced me to bubble tea. First time i drink it and i actually quite like it. She bought Strawberry Milk tea while i bought Grape Ice Blend. She look really cute contemplating on which straw to take for the bubble tea! Drank the tea and then i offered to take her home. She wanted to take the bus but i reasoned that she will be doing morning tomorrow so it would be better if we took a cab. So we took a cab.
At her place, we sat at this ledge (thats the only time we sat there), and i began to warm up. Told a few stories and she laugh quite abit. Then it was time to go. Walk her to the lift (subsequently, i would actually take the lift to her floor. The reason i give is so that it would be safer for her but in actual fact i just want to be with her for as long as i can even if the lift ride lasts for less than a minute) and thats it. Yea and i gave her a winnie the pooh (the first of many).
***
For what its worth i really like her... but time to move on
A chapter ends
Monday, July 21, 2008
Its been awhile
Understatement of the year. Heee
Anyways, been kinda busy with stuff so dont really have the time to post but things are generally ok. Not fantastic but ok.
Post more later
Anyways, been kinda busy with stuff so dont really have the time to post but things are generally ok. Not fantastic but ok.
Post more later
Monday, December 31, 2007
goodbye 2007
Ahhhh...
Its that time again. When people began reminiscing about the year past and making resolution for the new year.
This has been a every eventful year for me. To start off my year started off with a whimper but it is ending quite well not with-a-bang but still it ends well. So here's what happen to me in 2007:
Its that time again. When people began reminiscing about the year past and making resolution for the new year.
This has been a every eventful year for me. To start off my year started off with a whimper but it is ending quite well not with-a-bang but still it ends well. So here's what happen to me in 2007:
2 jobs
1 experience i rather not remember
meeting someone and hoping that something will happen (hopefully)
i am actually getting fit (gasp)
gaining back my confidence
finally purchased a brand new desktop (no more hand-me-downs thank you)
started saving for the future (S$700 to S$1000 a mth for 2 months now)
i started 2007 sad
i ended 2007 happy and looking forward to better things
***
Watched LOVE ACTUALLY on 5. There was a scene in which i can relate.
***
I think thats all from me. I will probably remember 2007, hopefully for the right reason, heck i might even missed 2007 but its been great a year so goodbye 2007 :)
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
a lost cause...
Don't really know what i was thinking.
I got my chance and i blew it big time.
I got my chance and i blew it big time.
***
I was shocked when i saw her. A million things cross my mind. What should i say? What facial expression should i display? So many permutations. And this is what i come up with:
"Uhm. Hi".
Great. Damn great.
After that embarrassing episode i walk in to 7-11 and she did a u-turn and headed back to her workplace! A normal person would probably go on and approach her but it so happen that i am not a normal person. Instead of making small talk with her i walked into a hypermart!!!
When i finally gathered enough balls i walk out and walk towards the fast food joint. Upon reaching the place i saw her leaving the place. This is the third time we bumped and i must make my move.
She crossed the road. I crossed the road. We passed each other without saying a word.
Felt really down. Bought my stuff and walked back home. Then i could not believe it we bumped for the fourth time.
She was at the EZLINK machine for quite some time. I thought maybe i could go over and asked if she needs any help. But sadly, i walked past her. Then i had a changed of mind and decided to help her and i walk back towards the MRT. Then i decided not to and i walk away. Then i decided to help. While i am dealing with this identity crisis she had already left the place.
Yea its official i am a loser :(
"Uhm. Hi".
Great. Damn great.
After that embarrassing episode i walk in to 7-11 and she did a u-turn and headed back to her workplace! A normal person would probably go on and approach her but it so happen that i am not a normal person. Instead of making small talk with her i walked into a hypermart!!!
When i finally gathered enough balls i walk out and walk towards the fast food joint. Upon reaching the place i saw her leaving the place. This is the third time we bumped and i must make my move.
She crossed the road. I crossed the road. We passed each other without saying a word.
Felt really down. Bought my stuff and walked back home. Then i could not believe it we bumped for the fourth time.
She was at the EZLINK machine for quite some time. I thought maybe i could go over and asked if she needs any help. But sadly, i walked past her. Then i had a changed of mind and decided to help her and i walk back towards the MRT. Then i decided not to and i walk away. Then i decided to help. While i am dealing with this identity crisis she had already left the place.
Yea its official i am a loser :(
***
Since that day i have hardly seen her. I am hopeful that i get a chance to see her outside of work one more time. If i do i will make sure that history will not repeat itself.
Monday, November 05, 2007
for a good cause...
Not sure if it is going anywhere but she did asked me to buy this "helping hand" thingy. Wrote my name on it.
She smiled at me when i left.
Come to think of it this is the second time i bought something charitable from her. The first time i bought the shrek ears. She was wearing the shrek ears and i pointed at them. She give me the sweetest smile.
She smiled at me when i left.
***
Come to think of it this is the second time i bought something charitable from her. The first time i bought the shrek ears. She was wearing the shrek ears and i pointed at them. She give me the sweetest smile.
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